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Sharing Our Story

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A lot has happened in the past few weeks.  I had three different interviews where I was able to share Martin's incredible story.  Each interview highlighted a different aspect of Martin.  Martin the husband and father.  Martin the healthcare worker.  Martin and our Covid-19 experience and the impact it has had on our family.   It was actually the first time I truly talked about what happened to our family from the moment Martin started with a cough until the moment I found out that he had died.  I have to say I didn't get as emotional as I thought, and I guess in some ways I felt sharing the events from March 22nd to April 29th was healing.  Honestly I had blocked out many of those moments because I just didn't want to think about them, but now almost five months later I have thought about them more and more each day.   Sometimes  when I think about all that has happened it makes me breakdown and cry, sometimes I just get so mad that I want to scream, and other times I just